The missing wall

Looking at him was almost impossible, just everything that happened between us. He was the first ever real love I felt. He made me smile when there was nothing to smile about. When my mother my shoulder to cry on. He told me "It's okay I will always love you, I will never leave you.". When some other girl came walking along he feel for her the way I thought he feel for me. She was taller, pure blond hair. What did I have? Well to answer that. I had completely nothing. No family, and no friends because he made them go away. I had nobody.

He was my wall, my foundation. His smile was the only thing that kept me moving.