to my luck

sometimes if you to end it but a luck you haven't yet

I held my breath beneath the waters

thought that could end me but to my  luck I was wake again

I took a blade upon  my skins once again I was wake

 ive tired many time to my luck I was found myself awake again

so again I down pills and drunk some vino

to my luck I found myself laying in room full of doctors

once again I was awake then it hit me that I was already dead