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I LOOK AT HIM, AND IWONDER

ABOUT WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN.

 

I CAN SIT AND DREAM ABOUT

HIM FOR HOURS ON END. ENDLESSLY.

 

GOOD FRIENDS, THAT’S ALL WE’VE

REALLY EVER BEEN. NOTHING MORE, NOTHING LESS.

FOREVER, UNTIL THE END OF TIME.

 

HOW DO I TELL HIM I WISH FOR

SOMETHING MORE? IT’S THIS QUESTION 

THAT’S DRIVING ME CRAZY.

 

DO I SAY SOMETHING, ANYTHING AT ALL,

OR DO I JUST LEAVE THINGS THE WAY

THEY ARE, THE WAY THEY’VE ALWAYS BEEN.

 

DO I RUIN A GREAT FRIENDSHIP FOR

SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NEVER EVEN WORK OUT?

 

THIS UNCERTAINTY IS DRIVING ME

INSANE. DRIVING ME TO THINK THINGS I

WOULD NEVER HAVE THOUGHT OF.

 

I FEEL AS IF I’M DRIFTING BETWEEN

TWO WORLDS. ONE IS REALITY AND THE OTHER

IS A TYPE OF HELL. ONLY I DON’T KNOW

WHICH IS WHICH.