self reflection

a little self reflection - trying to solve my own issues while establishing the want and need of it.

I want to thrive,

I want to be better.

I want to be the best version of myself possible.

I want to create,

I want to feel enlightened -

I want joy and happiness to surround my life.

I want all this,

Yet,

I stop myself daily,

I constantly belittle my abilities and allow self-doubt to take over.

There is a want,

But it’s as if the want is cemented in my 4 walls.

Why do I keep stopping myself from feeling alive?

Than rather just surviving?