Haunting

I hate this feeling that haunts me and controls me
But I can't help but believe this is how it was meant to be
Just me, alone, dwelling in this pain
While surrounded by happiness that I can't seem to attain
No one notices or cares about me, I'm wasting this space
I watch the world spin around me at an unthinkable pace
Always behind like a shadow, unheard and unseen
It is too much to handle, too harsh for a teen
I'm crying and screaming, I'm losing control
No one hears me, I'm left alone with my dead soul
Tormented and heartsore, I laugh in defeat
I know my place now, no one can save me