very old 2008

depession sets in thoughts dont stop
the repressed memories are so alive
i want to take a dive and never come back
what lacks from my life? happiness
the knife that used to be sharp is dull
i fall so easily... people you could call your friends not really there for you
yes i feel blue its 99.7% of the time
its like lime in my eye
the thing i would want would be to die
say my goodbyes o tears just cheers
all the beers dont help all the tears shed worhtless
all the fears are no longer
the voices i hear are sweet
i beat my self up over the lost
my heart is stone maybe just frost
i feel so lost and alone
i use my phone to try and talk
i abuse my self tears just fall
my fear of softness is real
the deal i made with myself broke
just as my heart but my heats not only broke but shattered
to many doubts at once
the hat to hide my face