If I Could see what will happen, will my eyes be the one to realize it?

memories from my 1st year in junior high

June, 16, 2025

"Dear Diary, it's the first day of my First Year of Junior High. My new Adviser is calm and kind, I kinda feel bad for Jullianne actually. I heard that her new Adviser is very strict and cold. I don't know if it's actually her Adviser, but I hope for the best. My new section is called "Burgundy" It's a dark red color with purple or brown shades, I think by adding blue or violet to red, or toning down a dark red with black or brown. It is a very difficult name for me to remember and to think about it. But that's the point of being a Fresh Graduate. I made a friend, I am sitting with her she is very talkative; and very chatty. I hope to be best friend's with her. 

Last year, I was still an undergraduate. On my very first day of school, I was already gushing my words out;  because I knew who the people were. My Elementary School was small. It only had three buildings and if I remember clearly, there were more than 200 students in my batch [2024-2025]. Yet we managed to fit in a classroom. 

On June, 17, 2025 it'll be my sitting arrangement, alongside with my new classmates. My Classmates are wearing formal uniforms, I am wearing a brown dress and I'm the only one who hasn't wore a uniform on my first day. [on my classroom not the whole school] I see some familiar faces, but I don't want my eyes to roam around the area. I am so shy towards new faces, and it is so quiet. But there's some guys laughing like there's s**t around. 

I caught my eye to a guy, I haven't known his name yet but he looks cute and handsome. If I could look closely, he might probably be more handsome. I am sitting next to Nixie, and Pheona or Peona?? She looks innocent and nice. I am very excited for tomorrow. The classroom doesn't look amusing at all. I was hoping for a "Classroom in a Building" but I am not disappointed at all. It's just unfamiliar to me. But I'll get used to it. 

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