pretty picture

I will bite my tongue until it bleeds

let it drip on the floor and form puddles

I can swirl around with my finger

 I will paint you a pretty picture

of all the things I want to show you

since I love you like the girl next door, and must ignore you

I can leave it on your floor for you to find

I hope you are doing good

but I know you aren't

I would like to be there someday

but my tongue is still bleeding

and I just cant swallow

anymore of your s**t

I have broken against you

dark waves crashing against the rocks

for what seems like an eternity

 I will build you a cage of bones out of my ribs

someplace I can keep you forever

locked away for only myself.