December Diary

December Diary

A Poem by Michael Sun Bear
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As a young man, with new girlfriend in tow, I participated in an eagle watching float trip on the upper Skagit.

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The winter of ‘75
Found me footloose
Fresh off a tour with Indian Health
Where

I endured life upon that spit of rock
Imprisoning home of the Makah
Perched atop the bow of the Lower Forty Eight
Jutting into the North Pacific
That mad mother of wailing winter storms
Witching up twenty-five foot waves
Singing winds to a hundred miles per hour
Known to steal sanity
And blow decrepit aluminum homes
To Kingdom Come

Thus it was

I possessed a down parka
And finely crafted mountain boots
Purchased from the Eddie Bauer shop
In its last dying days as an expedition outfitter
Born there near Seattle’s docks
Crazed jumping off point for
The Klondike Gold Rush

These I wore that December
Married to LL Bean lined jeans,
Raccoon skin gloves, double flannel shirts,
And the ubiquitous wool boot socks
Of my childhood

I wore it all that morning
To the Rockport Bridge rendezvous
Where we left our cars
Climbed into crowded vans
Which toted us deeper into
The ice and snow laden Cascades
Deeper into morning shadow
Hiding little Marblemount

Hot coffee was served with
Cool calming words for the nervous
We then launched our inflatables
Upon the swirling skirts of
The beautiful Skagit River

Seized by mercurial currents
We drifted dreaming
Toward the distant Salish Sea

The thrashing tails of stragglers
Threw skyward
Small arcs of sunny spray to
Chart our downstream travel
A humble reversal to the earlier migration
Of thousands of spawning salmon
Now in death
A shawl for the river’s shoulders
A meandering muffler
Of shining rot
Sometimes thick upon miles of riverbank

Onward we drifted

Here, there, rounding a bend
To find a banner of low fog
Stretched bank to bank
Much like the drift nets
Used for centuries by the
Upper Skagit people

A silvered moon hung
Above the mists

We drifted on

Wandered the ancient sanctuary
For a thousand years
Home to wintering majesty
Every bare cottonwood limb a
Rosary of resting eagles
In their white hoods
Hundreds in all, bellies filled
Here and there a dark head
A healthy number of juveniles

Ignoring our guide
Who with Viking arm and one long oar
Navigated from the stern
Awestruck
We spun our heads ‘round and ‘round
We could have been mistaken for
Owls watching eagles

No heated luxury rafts were
Piloted through those early years
Bone aching after two hours
We washed up on a rocky peninsula
Where a hearty fire held its head high
It too twirled and spun
To take in every wonder of that morning

Hot coffee, hot soup
Excited conversations rose as steam
Into that frigid air
For in the night
A vast Mississippi of Arctic weather
Had poured south across the border

An impatient tailor knitting our morning
Sun tore from the river
The last rags of fog

We craned our vision up
To the blueing sky
Sketch pad for two eagles
Circling, circling on thermals
In feathered calligraphy

One final hour on the river
Broke apart our little hearts
Which each and all proved too small
To house all the vast wonders of that day

I bow to Creator





© 2026 Michael Sun Bear


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Buttery smooth and buttery sheen, creamy goodness in all done and seen 🕊️🙏🏻

Posted 2 Weeks Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Week Ago

Thank you, my first rhyming review.
redd Brick Keshner

1 Week Ago

Ah, glad to have participated in that dear friend 🙏🏻🕊️
The details of this flows smoother than pancake batter. Very melodic.

Posted 1 Month Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

Thanks Philip, standing on that rocky beach in the bitter cold, hot pancakes would have been a meal .. read more
Superbly penned Michael. You drew this reader right in. The imagery was amazing. So many beautiful and poetic lines. Top notch writing. So very much enjoyed.

Chris

Posted 1 Month Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

Thank you Chris. I think this will remain a personal favorite. Somehow I found a little extra insp.. read more
Chris Shaw

1 Month Ago

A very much inspired write. One of your very best.
Stunning imagery with which I can identify having lived close to those areas and spent a good deal of my youth in such country. Masterfully written is poetic terms "An impatient tailor knitting our morning
Sun tore from the river The last rags of fog" A most beautiful metaphor and image. It took me back to the times of youth camping alone with a friend in the forests of the Wasatch, Uinta, and Rocky Mountains. A lovely write.

Posted 1 Month Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

Thank you Soren, I enjoyed you sharing your own memories.
Soren

1 Month Ago

You are most welcome
You rode the cold river straight into something sacred here—raw nature, no filter, just bone and breath.
By the end it feels like a quiet prayer a man mutters after seeing more beauty than his heart can rightly carry. 🦅

Posted 1 Month Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

Thank you Thomas, well said.
'A silvered moon hung
Above the mists

We drifted on
Wandered the ancient sanctuary
For a thousand years
Home to wintering majesty
Every bare cottonwood limb a
Rosary of resting eagles
In their white hoods
Hundreds in all, bellies filled
Here and there a dark head
A healthy number of juveniles'

You've used a superbly created language in writing the above. Tis as if you've stood in the boots of the man who tells the tale. Could read your tale over and over again, wondering if there might be a series - like captain's logs, to patiently await! Is there? The sighting of one eagle is memorable, the wonder of seeing and hearing more is Heaven sent. Yours is a wonderful worded tale, prose poem.. not matter which or what it is -the phrasing is superb , the style and wording adopts a true and clear visual!

Posted 1 Month Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

Thank you Emma Joy for a very generous review. I am pleased with this one, one of my best perhaps.
Truly excellent. The only real question I have is: did you discover something you hadn't before realized during the writing of the poem? I hope you did. It should be the reason to engage the muse.

Winston

Posted 1 Month Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

Thanks Winston, I’ve been giving much thought to your question.
This left me thinking long after I finished.


Posted 1 Month Ago


Mila

1 Month Ago

Thanks for getting back to me, I really appreciate it. Do you also happen to use platforms like Disc.. read more
Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

I would have to get to know you better here in the Cafe before moving to something like email. You .. read more
Mila

1 Month Ago

Yep mate, this is my new account. My old account had some issues, so I created a new one.
What an epic adventure. I could definitely see those eagles in my mind's-eye. Well done. ~Jim

Posted 1 Month Ago


Michael Sun Bear

1 Month Ago

Thanks Jim, I went online to see if the eagle trips are still run and it looks like big business has.. read more

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Added on March 2, 2026
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Michael Sun Bear
Michael Sun Bear

Shoreline, WA



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Once upon a time, a crazy, talented poet from across the Salish Sea told me of an intense dream she experienced in which she was given a strange title for a poem, but nothing more. She felt it import.. more..