I am gone my dearest friend

My first poem in a few years...at 12:48am of the second day of my new beginning

I have been hiding

so scared to get hurt

words linger within me

words that should be said

Still I deny

everything you have broke

numerous nights of tears

it is always my fault...

Silent I fell

slowly each day

which turned into years

here I sit still denying what you have done

Loyal I stay

till the very end

used up

because you are my friend

The lie I tell myself

over and over repeat

you care not for me

you care for you

You do not know I am thinking of you now

You do not know I stopped fighting

When you decide to care

I am gone my dearest friend

Author's Note

please do not review that this is teenage issues and life goes on... Not only teenagers feel alone not only teenagers feel used... a lot of you write because someone hurt you in the past and that is life it happens no matter what your age is

Reviews

[Gaurav Walia]

Brilliant piece of work and certainly touching.

[Blank_fortunes]

"The lie I tell myself
over and over repeat
you care not for me
you care for you"

I loved it I know that sometimes we walk towards Love following it blindly hoping that after the debris the sky will clear up and the winds will slow.

[Coyote Poetry]

A old poem, but a good one.
"When you decide to care
I am gone my dearest friend"
A hurt heart will not wait. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote