escape

what should i be doing?

but i dont want to

ever have the feeling 

that youre stuck in a loop

doing everything to escape 

the one thing you know you should be  doing

have you seen them though

theyre working hard?

harder than you

how do you feel

you know you could atleast do something else

whats the point

you feel yourself lose motivation

and theres no spark

nothing to push you into flow

nothing

and nothing will stop you 

staying and escaping

refusing to learn more

nothing will stop you

filling your mind with nonsense

that you know can never benefit you in any 

way

shape

or form 

in the future

tell me, why cant i do what i need to do ?

and do you go through this too?