people

maybe they love you maybe they dont

but she wont stop

her mind is a rollercoaster that ricochets off every corner

leaving no hope of an end

an infinity of that person 

slightly obssessed is she, she cant focus, 

can never focus 

with that person on the corner of her mind

always.

everywhere.

non stop.

she leaves the house, that persons on her mind

she thinks of the weather, did they see it today

she thinks about her life, guess whose also in it

she tries to push them out, why does she then think more about them

she tries to consume herself in work, but

.... why are they still there

shes passed the stage of denial 

some people have a frightening impact on our lives

that when your relationship with them changes

you start to blame yourself

feel hurt

and maybe it truly is her fault

maybe thats why shes ignored 

maybe thats why they dont talk

maybe thats why shell always be alone.