Lost...

this is dedicated to my sister by closest friendship. I love you yvo.

I cant focus.
I cant breathe.
I lost you.
now i'm lost.
you're not here.
my life crashed.
my sun dissipated.
POOF!
GONE.
no more happiness,
no more sincere smiles.
I'm faking it.
Year by year
Month by month.
Day by day.
Everyday, Fake it.
I'm just here for everything,
along for the ride.
I'm trying to
find my way back.
to you,
dear one,
and since you've left,
I HAVEN'T BEEN THE SAME.
I'm in anguish.
I'm in pain.
I'm wondering around,
lost in my own head.
Nothing makes sense.
Everything is blurred.
I am finally numb.
To my feelings.
To my horrific life.
It's absolutely wonderful.
I've been wanting to be numb
For so long.
Now I am numb.
I'm not so sure
About my wanting
To be numb now...
I WANT YOU BACK!

Reviews

[yvo miki]

can i cry now !! u really feel this way

[Luna Chan]

yes i do. i have felt this way since you left me. i have missed you more than you could ever know!

[yvo miki]

im so sorry you feel this way mika im here no matter how far i am and you should know that

[Luna Chan]

i know but it isnt the same. now preston has left me too and my pawpaw and i hate that ive lost so many people.