April journal 2 What you don't know will hurt you

A time i was hurt by something i didn't know when i was friends with Kayla. She didn't hide a specific thing. Just  Generally. she would always lie to me about stuff, tell me someone hurt her (because i would go yell at the person),And she would do anything to hurt me including make up lies about me. And i had no clue. When i found out it hurt me so bad, i was never hungry , i couldn't sleep, i felt sick,and i would do anything to get outta school. When i loose friends, i didnt take it very well usually. and she is very munipultive. she would always munipulate me to do stuff for her. and i never knew that ethier. like i said i was devistated. and it was hard to trust her again. i had the feeling. why does it feel so good but hurt so bad. i still haven't completey overcome it but i have a bit.that was something that hurt me that i never knew.