heart attack of the soul

this is a song i wrote about a situation with a girl i knew in high school. thank you

verse 1:
Your face is burned
in my memory.
A love unfertile
scorched by dying light.
the blades of sorrow
they cut so deep.
Unrequited,
Love was not with me.

chorus:

couldnt say i loved you, as you walked away.
Couldnt push the words out my mouth.
Now im left with more qestions than answers.
Dreaming of what might have been

verse 2:
penetrating,
dreams of sleep.
Our love was never,
just my immagination.
time was never on my side,
It just compromised
as you left my life.

chorus:

Couldnt wave as I walked away,
It wouldnt satisfy what i felt inside.
Couldnt bring myself to go after you.
The thought of rejection was just to much for me.
Couldnt handle what might set off,
a heart attack of the soul.

Verse 3:
years go by,
with no subside.
A heart crushed in fist,
has become my life.
A poisoned spirit,
no cure in sight.
deteriating,
i lose piece of mind.
in the shadows,
i retreat for closure.