Quandam

Worthless addict
I am the worst kind of woe
I scream to the abyss but there is
no reply no echo
No there is just me and it
Staring and wondering
Who will consume who first
I don't want to keep my voice down
I don't want to keep pretending
I want to scream to the abyss
It will not take me down
Though there are many times
I can see no light to guide me
I know I have not yet been swallowed whole
Jonah swallows whale