Feeling

I'm not who I ever intended to be.
How can you love me
When I'm not me?
Collapse into this shell
of hollow words
and thoughts.
My words are useless
I am useless
and one day I'll float away.

I
  want
         to
           feel
                something
   other
       than
           this.

I
want
        you
             to
                 feel
   adored.