untitled

No one deserves the pain I am going through.

I’m going insane and it’s all because of you.

I’ve seen this before, but through different eyes.

I cannot endure another clusterfuck of lies.

What am I supposed to learn from this?

I actually thought I’d had to earn your kiss.

Looking to mend past bridges burned

Means this has to end, but there’s nothing I’ve learned.

If I could, I’d put that night on repeat.

If you would, I’d like to have a sense of defeat.

The things I have done are happening to me now.

I hope you had fun, but I don’t see how.

The tables are turned causing immediate epiphany.

Feelings of regret burn inside of me.

Sorry for giving this feeling to another;

I am living the same mess and feel smothered.

You took my breath away, yesterday, it felt right.

But I feel less today, I guess you could say; deprived of the fight.

My heart and brain both occupied by you.

No one deserves the pain I am going through.