It's simple, just disappear

Why can't I see that he's no good for me?
He's broken my heart more than once
Which was obvious to not just me.
But the fog over my eyes won't let him disapear
He's all over the place
Just not in my face
I want it to stop

Except he's not to blame
'Cause I am a bit strange
I'm trying to change
Change for the better of me
I'm o-so close
It's out of reach
There's one last thing to do
It's to make you disapear
Disapear into the fog
For my sake atleast