the clock ticks
I can hear it
aware
that time is passing
time that I should spend
in bed
asleep
dreaming
but something pulls me
begs me
to ignore the ticking clock
and the places I have to be in the morning
in favor of laying here awake
typing these words
in this screen,
the demon of insomnia
the one that haunts me
reminding me
that sleep
is not my friend
rubbing in,
that no matter how tired I get
I will never
get to sleep, like normal people
insomnia,
my old friend
my old enemy
my only companion,
in the wee hours of the morning
when even daylight abandons me
in lue of seeing the other half
of the world.
Leavening me here,
me and insomnia
staring at this computer screen
together, as always