Four Years

Four years you were my life.

You consumed my heart, my thoughts, my life... my everything.

You were my good and bad. You were my happy and sad.

My heart yearns for you, but heart just cant decide.

Do we continue with yesterday, or do we start again today?

My heart just can't decide. My heart just cant decide.

Our ups and downs; our ends and outs. Fussin' and cussin'

Lying, cheating, loving caressing. Your love caressed the depths of my soul; it made my heart quiver.

You want me, and I want you. But happily ever after may not be written for us.

Should we be together, or should we let it go?

Four years you were my life.

Do we continue with yesterday, or do we start again today?

My heart just cant decide. My heart just cant decide.

Your love, your touch, your kiss. My heart longs for it all. But it cant decide whether it wants to stay or go.

Should we hold on because of the blessing we created in this cocoon?

should we hold on to the hopes of a better tomorrow?

Should we neglect the constant battle we wage on each other daily? 

or, Should we let go and hope time mends our battle scars so we can love this creation growing inside?

Four years you were my everything. Four years.

Author's Note

Ignore the obvious grammar errors.
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