Chalti Ka Naam Jindagi..!!!

a message for my friend who came close to me this sem, and we miss those days of full masti..!!!

We used to be such good friends
She would call me all the time
We could talk on the phone for hours
But i wanted a girlfriend.

I wanted to be with her so bad
That?s not what I was looking for?
So I told her
We still talk every now and again
But we aren?t even half as close as we used to be.

I miss our long talks 
I miss her pretty blue eyes looking at me so deeply
I miss the way she would find little secretive ways to say?
I love you.

She never knew that I always caught on
I miss the way she would call me lame a*s.
I miss how I could talk to her about anything and everything
I miss the way we could just look at each other and know everything was ok.

I miss sitting on the couch watching her crazy war movies
I miss her soft lips and the way I could feel her smiling when we together..
Most of all I miss him
But she doesn?t want me anymore

She?s moved on
I want what I can?t have and it hurts so bad
It hurts to know that I could have had her
I could be with her right now.

There are so many things in life that I am going to regret doing
But it's a million times worse having to regret NOT doing something
I miss her so much and I would do anything to be with her right now