Black White Yellow

Yellow. Black. White.

put my life in its place

stretch your arm out.

point when my heart

take its next beat.

Step.

Leap.

White lies,

truths transparent.

maybe this time you spare me 

light of your yellow eyes.

Sweet rose wine -

you asked to save you some.

I've been saving my soul

for your sweet disposal.

I knew the rose -

it was 

much sweeter

to get the ones like me 

too drunk and comatose

and bitter.

Yellow. 

My heart black, 

my mind mellow.

Pastel lies you tell me.

It's time for me to sleep,

for you - to leave.

Yellow plasma

Black lovers.

White admirer.

Dead flowers.

He. She.

Denial.

Long sophisticated fingers,

full round breasts,

sharp bones above your chest.

lips in a brown bow - 

a gift.

want to peak

what's beneath

through yellow brown eyes

you paint colors

into my black and white life

Rough.

Deep.

There's nothing for me.

Even shadows black and white

in the mourning yellow light.

Put my life in place.

Show me how it tastes.

Love. Embrace.

I know that I'm obsessed.

Release me from your chest.

Your biggest hit

Please exhale

my addiction

Please quit.

- to M.A.