Just Let Go

All I have ever wanted is for you to look at me
and know that it was me
me that you have really wanted all along
That I was the one staring you in your face
I was the one that loved you so very much
I was the one that saw who you really were
I was the one that stood by your side
I was the one that wished only for your happiness
at the cost of my own

I have waited and waited to be seen
And you know what
it's true
I am still here
You still have my heart in your clutches
you still haven't seen me
you still don't know you aren't alone
you still are lonely and heartbroken
and the cost is still my happiness

Most of the time I hate being so very
and completely in love with you
I just wish sometimes if you aren't gonna wake up
that you would at least release my heart
let me find another to love me
someone that I know that loves me too
someone that will want me
to be there with and for them