My Heart Walks

Walking in the door
I see bags packed
on the floor
you're leaving
and I wonder
were you even
going to tell me
if I hadn't
come home early
I might never had
the chance to say
goodbye or anything
you are
not were
but are the love
of my life
and I've watched you
close yourself off
more and more
I can't get past
the wall
you have put up

we once shared everything
and couldn't wait to
tell each other anything

now I don't even know
where you're going
but I know as soon as
you walk out the door that
I will never see
my heart again
because you have it
and have always
I have never truly
loved another
and I never will again
because I gave you all of me
I don't feel
bitterness or hatred
I just feel the
breath taking loss
and a hole in my chest
where my heart no longer resides