Things You Need to Know About Me

A disclaimer I wrote late at night when I was feeling especially unloveable

Things you need to know about me 

One. 

I am broken 

fully shattered by myself and others, 

trying to pick up the puzzle pieces 

I’ve been left to find. 

Worn into a two edged sword 

that has cut my skin and left me unloveable. 

Two. 

Some days it will seem like I am cured. 

I will look whole,

as if a miracle came from heaven

and fixed my aching skin 

and wrapped me up in something that will never happen. 

I will seem okay as if everything before was just a phase, 

but I need you to know that tomorrow 

I will be me again. 

Jagged lines drawn across rainy skies 

that never quite made a connection. 

Three. 

I am trying. 

Can’t you see from the bags under my eyes 

that this is eating me alive? 

I was two steps from Hell,

but now I am four, 

trying to dig my way back to sanity. 

There is peace in giving up, 

but I have opted for chaos.

Reviews

[Riddhi]

Actually I feel the same as you sometimes..And actually I am also behaving like you , someday I am behaving like I am okay and the very next day I start behaving earlier , a shattered being..This must be your true self..
Keep on writing..