Hindsight

I guess I lost my chance,
I guess I missed my turn.
I stopped to smell the roses...
I guess I'll never learn.

I thought I had it all,
I thought I had control.
I never once stopped trying...
I thought I'd reach my goal.

I hope that now you're happy,
I hope that now you're free.
You left me far behind you...
I hope you don't miss me.

I can't believe I loved you,
I can't believe I cried.
I said I couldn't hate you...
But I believe I lied.