Trust

Out of all people I thought you'd understand

That betrayal is the worst thing you can do to me.

It's not big deal

Why do I take it so bad?

Because it hurts to know

that I may never know when you fall.

when you break,

Maybe I should calm down

I hold grudges too much

I have been taught well

Trust is an issue I always have.

The lie you told

eats away at me all night

no sleep.

No dreams.

I cant get over it, I dont know why

I hate lies.

What do you think hurt me more?

The lie

or the truth.

I've been lied to a lot.

I know you were doing what you thought was right.

So I will not blame

But I want to show you what you did was not right at all.

That now Im trying to find what I did wrong

searching and findng nothing

makes me angry

whats the point in this anymore?

Im sick of myself

Im sick of being sick of myeself

Im sick of trying so hard and being lied to