metamorphosis

i felt pain when writing this.

in a metamorphosis

I find myself 

changing

there are things happening

people who extend to me 

in which I cannot reciprocate

but my wings

they're tethered to 

this thing I call my mind

that wretched thing

is always holding me

back

this metamorphosis

is changing me

to a person

i used to be.

like daylight

i feel like i am

sinking, by the hours

my mind is rotting

m speech is slurring

and skin is wrinkling

i'm ugly

but i am not beautiful inside

because it morphed my mind.

Author's Note

I started crying after I wrote this, although I am not sure why.