when the sadness hits and you cant move aymore

never again

hold me down.

want to pounce 

want to hurt you

these things you've done to me

hardly breathing...

this pain, 

the thoughts that i gain

they tell me

to end. 

hold me!

no please

stay away

hands around 

your neck

this'll be the last

time i shed a tear

for the things you do

how could you be 

so thick-skulled,

to throw me away

like a piece of garbage

like i'm nothing

the worst part was

i gave you everything

parts of me i can't

take back

and no words can express

this hurt

im never going to be

as pretty as her

but my smiles, my laughs

my cries, my secrets,

my kisses breaths hugs

they were so much more

than she could have ever given

and if nobody really ever compared

why did you do this  

Author's Note

hurt beyond words