familiar stranger

I still think of it, you know,

my torturing thoughts and I

visit each other quite frequently

I still cry, and crouch low

knees on the floor, never really

learned how to cope just right

never really built the barrier

between you and reality,

so you come and go

like the ocean waves

it's heartbreaking how

you pry your way into my mind

from time to time

I still allow the thoughts to rape me.

though I never had much 

of a say in that

I don't think I've ever met

someone as malicious as you

to take me--render me a 

helpless victim; how could you?

me tears are your smiles

my blood is your laughter

why don't you just kill me already?

Author's Note

:-)

Reviews

[Saddam]

it's heartbreaking how
you pry your way into my mind

Its heartbreaking and sad.
But effectively expressed your emotions. Some people are as selfish as hey never care any others feelings but own way.