well,

well,

At times I wonder if I deserve this life I have been given

the medicines surely say that I do

at this point, I'm not sure what's living

or surviving, even if it's the only thing I do

because I have held on to the thinnest thread

for nearly a year

and even though people say it gets better

I want more than nothing to just disappear

the pain you gave me went a way

for a while.

alas, it comes back for a day

and I peel my scabs and refresh myself

of what pain feels like

at the sight of your face

and what it means

to want to die 

Reviews

[Tina]

Yikes. Makes me sad, and a little annoyed at why someone would be so hurtful. Thanks for sharing this poem!

[Moebia]

Thanks so much for the review. c: