ambition of hatred(the real story)

this is about me being bullied. our school uniform was all black back in the day so it kind of felt like i was going to a funeral everyday. and i got dumped in dusbins alot coz i was short.....

Out of the blue

I’m wearing black

Enon srettalf rorrim eht

With this funeral dress code.

 

I’m not strong enough

 

The dustbin becomes the home

For I am a toy to these big boys….

For i am a smurf in gargamels playground,

Cowering into the darkest corners

Reaching into my own chest

Trying to find some comfort

But greeted with frost bitten fingers.

no human deserves this

so does that mean…..

I’m not human?

Reviews

[Baby Ricochet]

Datvirgo Baby Ricochet's got a confession. I was a bit of a school bully & it's something I deeply regret. I'm sorry you had to deal with that. Your poem really moved me, great job

[nigrum homonculus]

for real? what did you do if you don't mind me asking? ah its cool, wouldn't be the person i am today without them(oh wow the cheese.) thanks again for the review man. sorry for bringing up the painful memories though.

[Baby Ricochet]

Lets just say I could be really mean. I'd love to see all bullying stop tomorrow. It would be a better world if it did.

[nigrum homonculus]

really mean? don't like the sound of that. same, idk why it happens. the whole alpha male/female mindset don't make sense. if you bully a weak person...you are weaker than them.

[Baby Ricochet]

It means you're aggressive as f**k. I'd get into fights and be back in school the next day most of the time. The message I got was being a bully paid because other kids did what you said and grownups did nothing to stop it. That was a HUGE mistake on the part of the school faculty. I did it less and less the older I got and eventually realized what a rotten thing it was to do so now I'm fervently antibully

[nigrum homonculus]

s**t! so was you like kingpin when you was in school then? ah yeah just growing out of it i guess. kinda like me when i started defending myself. when it my final year of school i wasn't taking any s**t. got beaten up a lot for it but the people who bullied me kinda respect me now for it.

[Baby Ricochet]

Kids bully for a lot of reasons. I did it simply because I was aggressive. What's bad about it is it can fairly often be a precurser for violent criminal behavior later in life. I was lucky in the respect that by the time I was in my teens I'd grown out of the behavior and that aggressive side of my personality served me well in the corps

[Harley (arbiter)]

pretty cool. either your not human, or they were just douchebags, or both. :D but yeah really cool poem. whats enon srettalf rorrim eht mean?

[nigrum homonculus]

eh, i'm friends with most of them now anyway. so they aren't d*****s. and that is "the mirror flatters none" typed backwards.

[Harley (arbiter)]

ah and oh cool. :D i remember when we tried that secret code out. that hurt my brain so much