The Mystery in a Gift That Yah Handed Me

I learnt to build faith in a world filled with betrayal, violence, and fear, trying to be courageous in a time of darkness, conflict, doubt, lies, and pain Yah opened my eyes to realise I was worthy.

Did you know that those that wait on Yah shall rise their eyes and heart shall see and be at peace

They Souls will sore and fly way above the moon and sky and all their needs will be meet once they believe

Their will surely be at ease they will be strengthen in fear once they trust in Yah

They spirit will be bold and blessed in the time of adversaries and test

Yah will break through the skies and set them free in their pains and grief as they testify

Halleluyah, Father it's only you that enlarges my territory and gets me through

Haleluyah through the storms your light allows me to shine and have victory

He will be their glow and they will be brought back to life, Halleluyah

From abuse, betrayal and shame,I was transform and changed by Yah's mighty hands. 

Many of us bear many gifts, each of which are hidden and asleep deep within our souls

And without realising most of us are like Superheroes trying to save ourselves, each other and the world.

But Yah says to us 'Come lay your burdens upon my chest, while you walk through this test theres no need for you to be stress, I will be your strong tower and place of rest.

Yet we rely on our emotions and feelings to resolve and heal our broken heart and situations

Trusting your instincts at a time of betrayal, sorrow and pain only causes one to be lost and weak

Which makes you doubt and deny 'Yah powers and strength', never give in to emotions and feelings when facing adversaries or seasons. 

As it can lead us down a narrow dark rabbit hole which feeds off of sorrow, regrets and pain, baggage and addictions. My adventure began on a cold, wet and windy night winter was in, and summer had just left.

The days were short and the nights were long and fear, grief, tiredness and longsuffering sat beside me as I asked Yah how long, you said, you will turn my sorrow into laughter as I reached for a pen and began to scroll words of great anguish and sorrow. 

Like a baffling fool who was quite familiar with the signs and symptoms of pain; I knew far too well the games it played for pain had a way of stealing your wits and consuming your joy in time of a crisis. Betrayal leaves wounds, bruises  scars and traces of blood stains from an invisible dagger that causes you to assume that seasons lasts forever. 

However that's a lie for there has never been any season that has lasted forever for every trial and adversary is not sent to kill or destroy but to build, restore, teach and renew.

 ' Yah ', never gives us more than we can bear allowing Yah to heal, deliver and teach me in a time of strife and war was the best decision and choice I ever made.

 He re-wrote my story turned my sorrow into joy and handed me a magic pen through pain and tribulations, now I am confident, creative, bold and able to face my enemies and trials with hope, peace, forgiveness and faith. Yah rescued me in time. Lamentations 3:58, ' O LORD, you have pleaded the causes of my soul; you have redeemed my life'.