The Worst

You know the worst feelings

When you want someone so bad

And it’s like you have them

But you don’t.

It’s hard to explain.

You try not to feel anything

You try not to let it affect your mood

But it literally does every single day and second.

You don’t want to seem needy

But isn’t all we really want is to feel loved.

We want attention.

Time is all we ask for.

Am I asking for too much?

Something so simple

Made complicated.

Unnecessary complications.

One of the most abundant things on the planet.

I just can’t run from this I try.

I really do.

The crazy part is

Everybody else seems to want me more.

I don’t want them.

It’s too easy

But you

You’re hard.

I don’t like challenges.

That’s probably a lie.

The more I try to go away from you

The more lost I get.

There’s no escape.

I think I have to face it.

It’s a part of growing up.

I’m not the only person who feels this way.

It’s pretty common.

Come to me baby.

Be mine.

Let me hold you forever.

I don’t want to let go.

Love me?

Please?

I sound pathetic

And Desperate.

I can’t help but shake my head.

I’m too intense.

I’m crazy.

I’m clingy.

I’m not that great of a guy.

Excuses.

We love those.

Growing up is hard.

I’d rather have less feelings

And not know what I know.

Life is short.

So I’m trying to get you while I can.

It’s like I don’t trust God’s plan.

I worry

When I shouldn't.

You just seem so perfect to me.

When you’re gone you seem terrible.

When you’re with me you’re too good to be true.

Two extremes.

I think that phrase explains us….