Just Hold

Another low self-esteem moment

That's right,
Just hold it back
Just hold it all back,
Like the stupid,
Like the pitiful
Like the pathetic
Like the disorganized disgusting person you are

You're so distracted you can barely
think straight or spell correctly

You're in a rush
You can't do anything right

Why not just crawl in a hole,
wait for someone to find you

You can't even accept yourself,
so why should anyone else

Why are you so uncertain?
Take action! Don't be such a wimp

I'm sorry *tear*
How can I do anything?

You CAN do something,
You just won't

How?
How can I do that and be true to myself?

Who you truly are has changed
You just hate change so much that you're hating yourself

...this pain you're going through,
It will end soon
     *hug*             Just hold on tight

Hold on tight to the most important things
                 God will help you
            Just...survive, this

Author's Note

Ignore grammar

Reviews

[timothygalexander]

Very real:)

[Tasha]

You are worth it, and like your words God will help you survive, you just have to keep the faith. Great write.

[Fuego31]

That was a very low moment. Faith is what got me through a nasty depression

[Tasha]

Faith is all we have to get out of our lowest point.