Somehow

Written 9/16/14 at 4pm

My heart belongs to someone

Who doesn't even care

I wan him beside me

But he will never be there

I got so wrapped up

In that mess of a fantasy

Never once realizing

That getting out wouldn't be easy

I thought I let go

As much as I could

But I can never forget him

The way that I should

I loved him

I know that now

But I'll keep trying to move on

Somehow

It's been a long time

Since I thought I had a chance

I once thought he wanted me

For my romance

I was used

I'm disgusted

My mind wants to hate...

But it's too late

My heart is screaming

for something

That I cannot have...

What I thought existed

I thought he was real

this boy in my head

But it wasn't him I talked to

It was the real one instead

The one who talks around

Who will go on a dare

To him it's all

A game of affair

He started this game

I'm too tired to play

My heart will leave him

Somehow

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