Cursing Your Name

Do you even have an ounce of emotion?

Or is your soul left with smouldering ashes?

Panic and nausea kicking in, you're my drug

I feel like I am left with no one else to trust

You played me like a f*****g trick

Did I honestly deserve this?

I could cut myself open and bleed every word

The damned misguided ones never escape

I could curse your name a thousand times

but you will never understand you're wrong

You were and always will be my first love

But I would give my life to take that back