Overdose

Emptiness overfills me

Depend on artificial happiness

Anxiety traps me in my room

Depression drives me to take them again

I have no control over my life

Insomnia haunts me at night

Anorexia forces me to starve

My guilt overwhelms me

Suicide gives me comfort

Fear dominates my life

Society restricts my opportunities

Desperation mutes me

Sleeping pills aren't working anymore

Happy pills are burying the pain

Overdose calms my anxiety 

Close to death

Abandon and left to cry alone

Love terrorized me too much

Hatred reminds me of home

Abuse isolated me 

But it made me feel loved

I cannot be loved normally

But that's okay

Reviews

[Iam-me]

Wow, this is a hard-hitting, sombre reality check of an incredibly articulate, heartfelt and honest, open raw poem. About heartache, suffering and never-ending peace. It made me want to cry and really feel for you. Never give up sweetheart. Hope is always their just reach out and speak up as your doing and seek proper assistance and help. To overcome these difficult times for yours.

[Pumpkin Girl]

Thank you so much Dawn!