Complicated Words

All the words you said come flooding back

Your statements brought me a new kind of pain

You neglected every word that broke me

Leaving me to think that it never mattered

I shouldn't have cared for them

Your words pained my heart

I regret not saying anything about this sooner

But I couldn't say anything

Your words were choking me

I couldn't tell you my depressed thoughts

I wish this torture would end

Your words have disturbed me too much

Everything is so complicated

I wish I never cared