Lost

I'm crumbled into pieces that words can't even explain.

I have no beating heart that just adds more pain.

My mind circling like a tornado afraid of what will happen next.

Why did I make this decision?.

Cause now I'm a rec.

I was about to love him and now I'm ashamed

Cause he slipped through my fingers

And he couldn't even stay.

Now I look in the mirror with nothing but disgust.

Why am I here

when I have nothing not even lust.

I gave up the world and now I want to give up me.

Can I just say bye and let my soul be free?

I look in the mirror one last time

Just wishing I could give my eyes to the blind.

Because I'd rather not see what was once mine

I almost loved him

But nothing not even this could be refined.