air.

It hurt so much. 

I felt, 

alone,

you didn't want me back,

you didn't love me as much as i thought

it hurt. 

I was afraid

afraid that it was true. 

I let you be the air in my lungs,

and then you were gone,

i couldn't f*****g breathe.

I want you to stay.

You stayed,

but I'm afraid i'll never breathe the same again.