First Moon

Based on an individual, etched in my brain forever

They said I'd remember this moment forever, and they weren't wrong. I've just forgotten you. 

Moving through space and time, unconsciously, I can only think of what every other person on the bus is clueless of. I lost my virginity, and I'm sure they couldn't care any less; if they were to read my mind that is. Smiling to justify what I had just done. That two minutes of cold disrespect felt so good to me as if I couldn't have waited to find someone with a nice apartment or even someone with a car full of dignity. I was unexpectedly content with a nerd much too preoccupied with his fresh dick then on my soaked, chilled back on the ground.Why was I so agreeable to something that started out in a store's bathroom and not with a loving kiss?