maybe forever isn't forever

Words..

    hits...

    slashes...

    bruises..

my heart..

                  my eyes..

tears run, streaking down my cheeks.. down my face..

Face reddening... cheeks blushing..

bruises.. bleeding.. my heart... my soul...

 

Recovering.. harder everytime

                   One time..

          maybe next time...

         maybe i won't make it..

            maybe i won't continue.. i will stop

            Maybe.. Just. Maybe

                The smile won't return..

                                   The spark.. in my eye gone... Forever..

                          My laugh.. the carelessness.. will be gone..

Is forever really as long as we think...

     Maybe forever... is not Forever.