Angst

A Poem by Cahjli Symes

I'm broken
You chosen
To shut me out
As my body rots in pain

Left in a gutter
Numb here, I suffer
I feel my angst
As my heart beats nervously

So under pressure,
That voice
A letter

Oh kiss me one last time, as I'm here left to die

God knows I try,
Left here in the dark,
I try to see light
I try to love life

I try to feel sane
But life's not the same

I'm left here to die
Each more I try

To f*****g live my life
The darkness that's left inside

The world so cold
Feeling so ugly

I want you to know,
that you're so lucky.