Path broken in three.

This one is actually inspired by one of my best guy friends wanting us to be "friends with benefits" without the sex.

 

Afraid to type afraid to say

Afraid of you knowing

Afraid of you judging…

 

Jerking squirming holding back

Tingling gasping standing

To touch you forbidden

To want you welcoming

To have you impossible

 

No…

 

So easy to fall in the hole

Never to look back only to be lost

You open to me

You trust in me

You want to try me but not have me

 

No…

 

The ways would be broken

My goals lost

So complicated so easy to trip

So interesting so new

So unpredictable so dangerous

 

No…

 

I will stay on my path

Nothing will break it

No I will not take the other paths

No I will not fail

No I will not break my path…