The Lack Of You

Not the best but oh well.

can you dull the pain?

hold me back,

and make me sane?

 

theres something i need to tell you,

your someone i cant love,

i didnt know how to tell you,

 

your only leading me on,

to believe im something you never needed,

and for me its just starting to dawn,

 

i cant rely on you to be here,

and i think you never would be,

that was my worst fear,

 

not ever having you again,

would completly tear me apart,

so i hope this letter will send,

 

and not get caught up or lost,

because its my heart spilled onto paper,

and i didnt write it for you to toss,

 

you mean something to me,

or at least you did,

but now i never want a "we",

 

theres nothing more for me to try and say,

im sorry this is my last goodbye,

"we" end for the final time today.