life

this is just thoughts not really anything im just expressiong

i need to talk to someone about these feelings

but my friends arnt helping

its either i dont feel comfotable

or they dont understand what im saying

or i dont connect.

i dont kn whats gooing on.

i dont know this feeling

i feel nothin but a weird pain in my chest

i feel like my feeling to fight is gone

my passion

love

happiness

all gone.

theres endless thought of who i am

and where im going in my life

im holding on for my "friends"

but they arent helping

dont get me wrong there are a few

but they cant be here.

i need that hug that fits

but i dont know who it will be

or if it will even work .. =/