Hannah this one

if you wanna see a poem about you then here goes

d****t.
iv'e had it.
i know im not hamlet.
it seems i never quite succeed with my gambit.
you know it. you show it.
i know that ive blown it.
but i go at it.
throw at it.
everything. i have it.
to lose it. to choose it.
to know i dont owe s**t.
i only wear a shoe that fits.
i lost my Cinderellas wit.
quit. i wish. infact i've made a list.
the things i would say.
if today was my last day.
you dont own up to the facts.
but relax this isnt a character attack.
this is me letting go of my shacks.
i dont mean to lean on you,
even though i would hold you up too.
you know it.
cause ive shown it.
you know how i feel.
but i get it.
ill let it i get the deal.
i got the cards on a deck unsealed.
i yield.
i let go.
you know this cause it shows.
you know this, cause its what i said to you.
staying up late on the phone.
doing everything. i could do.
but now i dont know.
i got nothing to show.
thought i was high, when really i was low.
i guess its good bye.
i knew it would happen.
all the while. i tried to stay laughing.
im a melodramatic guy.
i know it cause i try.
if someone matters i tell them why.
im not really that shy.
but i know what i like.
and i dont forget the things in my sight.
so peace again.
if thats what this is.
im sorry it didnt workout cause youll be missed.

Author's Note

bad grammar- intentional
Aren't the captchas' ridiculous, i got one that was like "chamarino?"