things

damn
it sucks
but knowing me
its just my f*****g luck
even when i was young never made the cut
i thought it was sand i was always standing in muck
you try to curse away my name
a goodbye would have done the same
but you are a girl untamed
emotions flowing down like rain
but i know that you came for a reason
girl you are my four seasons
youre my queen
and i committed treason
i just wanted to carry on believin
thinking the things you said had meaning
it was unwittingly teasing
im done ive stopped leaning
fulls print
im leaving